 - How did you start your sex life? Was it an easy decision? Was there a long period of foreplay, petting, oral sex, or was it spontaneous? How did you feel having lost virginity? Can you say it became a special experience for you?
It all started with an immense interest, I guess, it was just eating me alive, from head to toes. To tell the truth, I have always dreamt of being a grownup and tried to look older than my age, my schoolmates. I must say, I succeeded in most cases, if not in the way I looked then in the way I acted.
Virginity – the notion is still a mystery to me. I must have lost mine masturbating when I tried to insert a deodorant into my vagina. There was a drop of blood then. Then, that very summer I fell in love with a guy who was 4 years older than myself and he began talking me into sex. I was afraid, kept saying the mother might learn about it, but I wanted him badly at the same time, lust almost giving me cramps in my jaws. Yes, even then I felt my flesh pulsating and pouring out moisture.
So, what is there to say – I gave up myself to him eventually, and he kind of deflowered me (or I deflowered myself to be more precise). Funny… You may ask how? Just like this – he wanted me to sit on him. As soon as he entered me with his monster just a tiny bit (his was big and thick one), I just threw myself on him, just jumped on top with all my weight and stupid strength… Saying ‘he rubbed my tonsils’ certainly would not be out of place here. So that was how the whole thing happened…
And yes, I must add a little about that first time of mine – it, the so called ‘sex’ did not give me any pleasure, not a tiny bit (I would have been better off working with my hand, or paying a visit to the shower). But he asked me to give him head for the road – and that was where I discovered a gift in me. And later on, things just scudded along… Men ‘flew like water’ as I was gathering experience.
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